Mommy Nuggets

Dear friend, I’m sorry I’m not the friend I once was. See, I had a conviction for the way I was living and I heard new calling on life.  I’m sorry I can’t talk about other people like we used to. See, it goes against the gospel for me to participate in conversation that isn’t edifying. I’m sorry I can’t go watch vulgar movies about sex or partying anymore. See, it triggers thoughts and actions that I’ve worked really hard to change in myself.  I’m sorry I can’t go have a casual drink or go to the bar with you anymore. See, it took me a long time to quit binge drinking after I committed to it many times.  I’m sorry I don’t laugh at vulgar jokes or inappropriate humor anymore. See, the things I used to find funny are things that now make me uncomfortable. I’m sorry that I don’t stick up for you like I used to by cussing someone out or being ready to fight anyone that did you wrong. See, I’ve learned that my actions can affect how people see Jesus...

I woke up this morning and realized this problem may not go away. It may not be an easy fix. It sure won’t be an inexpensive one. I was feeling defeated over how I have handled the stress of the last few days. I sent a text to a close friend confirming our play date. I told her I wasn’t gonna let satan steal my joy today. I meant it. Not today satan! I prayed over myself, the situation and our day. I continued to fight anxiety & self-loathing as I decided to go about our day. I suggested to my 4 year old daughter that we re-read our three little library books before we returned them today. She was more than happy to do so. After reading the last one, she said, “Okay, let’s read the Bible now! Let’s read about Joseph!.” So we did, we opened her little Bible and read about how Joseph had been betrayed by his own family, thrown in a pit, and sold into slavery in another country. We read how God brought him through it all. He raised him up higher and higher. He lifted him, freed him ...